Second Chance

I don’t like complicated things, once I love someone that was the biggest invest in my life. I unconsciously become stupid and dedicated for nothing to a person in a full mode. And I never compute anything I did or I lost from it.

So once I said that I will retrieve. I hate it when someone keep asking me to give them second chance. why I have to invest my time, my feeling, my brain and my energy for uncertain time twice?

They didn’t even have an idea how much it consumed and ruin me. Saying sorry without preamble, is still okay. But asked me to be a little bit kinder and giving, asking me for not being rude. Well, did they ever wear my shoes or go look carefully inside my head? Did they ever bother ask me how have I been and patiently listen to my rumblings? Did they ever let me angry? Why I still have to holding my tears in front of someone who asked for my forgiveness.

It’s unfortunate to them for caring so late, because I don’t like complicated things like giving second chance. If they really are that forlorn then why don’t you make that chance by yourself, instead of asking me things. I have nothing now, and I don’t wanna make a thing for someone who took my everything and didn’t even realize.

Learn it, learn to be more sincere first before asking someone to give you a sincerity. Try to express anything by act because your mouth is already old-fashioned.

Try a little bit the taste of feeling to wanna give someone things without even able to gain any hopes for something in return.

Dude, be creative. You can't be boring person forever. I swear, now the prettiest thing I want to say is I don't care.